How do I believe in friendship when this keeps happening.
Why didn’t you defend me when you heard of it?
You said you can’t assume it is not real.
Why didn’t you tell me when you heard of it?
You said you can’t break people’s trust.
So you leave me to be misunderstood by others.
And leave me more with disappointment and very heartbroken.
It is like the past all over again.
Why did I let myself believe in you?
Why did I let myself believe in friendship?
Why did I leave such a big weakness open?
Why am I so fucking stupid?
Why do I leave myself open again to being heartbroken?
Have not I be taught enough lessons?
To not care for someone, because it will lead up to this eventually.
This hurts too badly.
Way too much.
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